not yet spring and a cold wind blows through him to the bones
words of elderly and dying residents of the hospice stay with him
voices of broken men living on the streets echo in him
he listens to their fragmented sentences trying to catch the cadence
entering their dementia and drunken conversations
the weight of their years in his body
he breathes in the sickness and on bleak nights sinks into their grief
like a fellow traveller he shuffles heavy-footed
he knows there will be long years finding his way back to himself
sleepless nights and waking dreams that may not be his own
he has no immunity to their troubles holds their charged speech
in memory and then sifts through his notes
scripting words and actions for the stage